Cultivation

I want just a little bit more freedom. I want a little bit more strength. A little more grace, just a touch more wisdom, a smidgin more of whatever I had yesterday. I want a little bit more freedom- not from some machete wielding Nigerian rebel, or some fat-cat politician, I don't seek freedom from some oligarchical knights-templar-illuminati boogieman. Nah. I want violence- true revolution. I picked up a book of the history of weaponry. As long as the human race has been living close enough to strike each other, we've been making tools to make that easier. How can TRUE violence- true deviance from our dysfunctional history- how can that ever unite with the petty, lesser violence of men? How can a revolutionary take up petty violence and claim it as greater violence?

I will destroy you with a smile. With a smile I've brought about more violence than some slashing, gnawing, impulsive terror can cause in an eon. I want freedom from the cause of ignorance. I want education instead of learning- better still, I want to bring my revolution to the core of education.

"There are a thousand hacking at the branches of evil to one who is striking at the root."

"If, then, we would indeed restore mankind by truly Indian, botanic, magnetic, or natural means, let us first be as simple and well as Nature ourselves, dispel the clouds with hang over our own brows, and take up a little life into our pores." Thoreau, Walden (both quotes)

I seek true work, not mere employment. If I'm to employ myself, it will be towards the ends I've mentioned. Money alone cannot buy revolution. It seems to me that everything I want in this life exists in a world outside the reach of finance. I see many men working hard, but I see few working smart. I see many call themselves wealthy, and yet they all live in the poorhouse of the spirit. I've only got compassion to the man who suffers from such excesses of the wallet and such deficiencies of the spirit, for that kind of wealth enables him merely to destroy his peace of mind.

I myself am the only one capable to cause true revolution.
That is what I will set myself towards.
And like a beast of the field, I'll set my plow into the earth and like the farmer behind it, I will plant the seeds that will best afford me a magnificent harvest.

I'll not worry about Monsanto or the city planning department or any other bureaucrat or impediment of progress because all truly great fields, all truly great actions and developments are beyond them. In this way I'll build an entire city of shimmering quicksilver and plant the entire civilization it in the cracks of their foundation. By cultivating greatness I'll unearth the basis of ignorance. I'll become the Banyan tree, or some great evergreen Cyprus tree, and in this way, tear up the earth.