To RELAX

Remember filth, remember impermanence, forget self, re-invent world, purify thoughts, practice divination, draw pretty shapes, connect with divine, talk with good people, practice tolerance, practice being quiet, make good lists, channel Eshu/Legba/Loki, eat good foods, go bathroom, play paradox, dance, fight, play, consume new ideas, relax physical, heal emotions, create distance, enter that which has no space 'uʍop-ǝpısdn ǝʇıɹʍ, destroy/create personal order, live wildly, attack joints, study language, practice mechanics of world, practice observation, meditation, breath of change, cultivate emptiness, be shifty, forget connections, revisit old connections.

Is there an elegant way to say "I want to fuck your daughter"? A damn good question.

I got in another verbal fight. This time they got frustrated at me because I was disregarding what they were saying. What they didn't realize was that I had an intense familiarness with what they were saying. I actually know the argument better than they do and unfortunately when I went to prove this, I proposed ideas faster than they could consume them. SO, I look like an ass who doesn't care what you say. In reality, I'm an ass that already knows what you're going to say for the next three hours. "But how can you be sure?!" The person I was talking with was arguing that individuals need authority figures to guide them based on their life experience being a manager of people. I brought that idea back to inception- the history of the compulsory school system and it's dedication towards extending childhood and creating a dependence on the market economy as a sort of moral code. "We need workers in our offices, let's create a dependence on offices."

The first goal of any institutions is to grow and feed that institution. School systems depend on us thinking we need school systems, so they manufacture distrust in the common ability- makes us believe we need a strong authority in our lives, so we grow up to need guidance in basic life choices. This also destroys the arts or any system that could create even a slight deviance in the system. We think as Americans that we're given the most freedom but in truth, you were born into a market economy that claims ownership on your flesh even ten years after you give up citizenship. YOU ARE NOT FREE. Sure, you can choose which colored sugar packet and if you vote for the left or the right, but either way, you're getting sugary nonsense. The left-right paradigm is a joke because both sides work for special interest groups and the market whore economy.

So yes, I know what they were saying, but they had no idea what I was saying. I say so much shit that flies over the heads of my companions that it feels like I'm hosting a 24hr airshow. WALL OF FIRE, GO.

To relax... I... learn.