I was going through an old journal and came to this...
On defying gravity: There is an idea out there that if you believe in something enough it will happen. No one has been able to prove this because no one actually believes it.
Fuck, my handwriting is messy. Hasn't gotten much better since, but fuck if it was messy before! I've heard that very intelligent people have sloppy handwriting and are prone to drinking. You know who else has those characteristics? Sloppy drunks. Anyway...
Friday, February 17, 2012
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Go
I've suppressed my personality for so long, I forgot what it was like to really live. I forgot the feeling of wildness. It's coming back, albeit slowly. Daily things are getting better, but at the same time, more difficult. I've forgotten the sensitivity- the way things just flood in, overwhelmingly. The fact that I need to be incredibly selective of who I spend time around- what kind of content I let in, what I watch, listen to, eat... It doesn't do any good to explain what it feels like. Either you don't need me to explain it or it wouldn't help. Talking doesn't help. Not about this.
A demand for training. A demand for discipline. It feels good to rev the engine again. A little basic maintenance- clear the cobwebs... I'll take a drive on the highway to really clear the engine. My god, how I look forward to that. A return to that which is most awesome. The demand for balance.
That command. I live for that feeling. To stand in the breeze and know exactly what I've got to do- and why. It's simple. Go. Right there. Do it. Simple, but fuck if it's easy. The most challenging thing I do. The most worthy thing. The most deserving.
Fuck, this feels good. I'll shut up now and just show you.
A demand for training. A demand for discipline. It feels good to rev the engine again. A little basic maintenance- clear the cobwebs... I'll take a drive on the highway to really clear the engine. My god, how I look forward to that. A return to that which is most awesome. The demand for balance.
That command. I live for that feeling. To stand in the breeze and know exactly what I've got to do- and why. It's simple. Go. Right there. Do it. Simple, but fuck if it's easy. The most challenging thing I do. The most worthy thing. The most deserving.
Fuck, this feels good. I'll shut up now and just show you.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Fool
I'm a fool,
This much is true.
But I'm not so fatally ignorant
As those who outwardly
Chase the Carrot
But inwardly
Hope for the Stick.
I'm not as diminished as
Those who think that
Class begins at the Bell.
I'm not as neglectful as
Those who believe Work
Is done always in a Suit.
I'm a fool,
This much is true.
But I'm more alive
Than those who drink from the bottle
Instead of from the gnarled streams.
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Because Fuck You
So I've been hanging out with a lot of old people. I've been taking care of my grandfather and when he's not chasing tail that I think is too young for me, he's hanging out with old folks. Sometimes his friends can be real bastards. One will make a snide remark towards me and I'll smile and chuckle. They might say something about me not standing up for myself or being a little slow or something like that but you know what?
Fuck you. You're going to die before me. You could spit and curse and poke fun- I'll still be there to mop you off the floor or remind you about your pills.
Because fuck you.
I will survive all you old fucks. It's my duty to continue on after you're all disgusting and buried, which means you're the least of my problems. If what you're saying doesn't help me do my job, you can eat a dusty cock. That goes for just about everyone. No matter what I do, correct or incorrect, I'm going to fucking do it. I'm going to fucking do it strong.
Because fuck you.
I don't recognize whackness.
Because fuck you.
Fuck you. You're going to die before me. You could spit and curse and poke fun- I'll still be there to mop you off the floor or remind you about your pills.
Because fuck you.
I will survive all you old fucks. It's my duty to continue on after you're all disgusting and buried, which means you're the least of my problems. If what you're saying doesn't help me do my job, you can eat a dusty cock. That goes for just about everyone. No matter what I do, correct or incorrect, I'm going to fucking do it. I'm going to fucking do it strong.
Because fuck you.
I don't recognize whackness.
Because fuck you.
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Do.
It is a biological, sociological and historical fact that Man must aspire to something greater than himself. When one does not have a worthy endeavor, muscles atrophy, the spirit goes slack.
The gathering of early man for the purpose of survival, the grouping of a city-State, the Nation built around principals- having to overcome things such as differences of personal histories- working towards that worthy endeavor.
The Work. The Great Work.
So I sit here and wonder, how is it, knowing this, that I'm able to sit in the sun like I do, to loaf around as I do? How is it possible that I'm content with FEELING like I'm accomplishing something when I KNOW I'm not.
I'm a fan of good questions. Worthy questions. When answers come too quickly, they aren't often worthy. I've got to dig for it.
One of the most basic human problems. The paradox between wanting to FEEL well and wanting to BE well. Let's examine a related paradox to shed some light. "Change is the only constant" and yet we seem to gravitate (as a species) towards something to hang on to- some kind of constant we can lean on. A source of comfort.
How do we resolve this paradox? Become comfortable being uncomfortable.
Of course you can't actually do that, things that suck... well, they suck. That's why they call it that. The suck. Because it sucks. Get it?
I'm not going to write what I plan on doing.
I'll tell you when I've done it.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
And again, and again, and...
No, I'm not smart. You see, if you don't learn a lesson, the same problem will keep coming up, over and over again. I keep hitting the same goddamn bumps. Dragged through the dirt.
Pick yourself up.
Pick yourself up.
Pick yourself up.
And I'm running again. Blaze of glory. Pillar of fire. Disregard for- oh shit. There it is again. That fucking bump in the road I keep hitting. Oh, I know that spot well- but not well enough.
It's a process of grinding it out and it certainly grinds me out. I hit the earth until I forget to drop and it becomes force of habit to avoid those pitfalls. My body moves by itself. It must be what those god-fearing people mean by putting faith in the lord. I put faith in that small part of myself to get back up. I rally that part of me.
As much as I've fucked up, as few of those lessons I've learned, I'm grinding this shit out daily. I wipe the taste of the floor out of my mouth with more of the floor. They say that Aikedo is the art of becoming one with the mat- onnacounta being thrown into it so many times. I certainly feel that. Sometimes things just flow- beyond any capability of my own devising. For a moment I'll do something beyond what I think I can do. Move without thinking.
I call that the clutch. It's what I live for. What cracks me up the most is that by TRYING to enter the clutch, I'm thrown onto the floor again. And again. And again. The beating is purifying, but it freaks me the fuck out. I don't know if I'll be able to get up after the next one. So I try to make excuses not to try. And I go on like that for a while until that becomes more intolerable than being crushed into the floor again. It doesn't take long. Twenty four hours of deep depression. Then I'm back, getting bludgeoned about by my own ignorance.
I don't know how to do this any better.
I don't know.
I don't know.
But some part of me still thinks I know.
And so I'm sure I'm going to take more beatings...
Until that part of me doesn't ask "How"
And instead, just fucking does it.
Here's to you, pavement. See you soon.
I'm a fuck up, but I'm an eager fuck up.
Let's do this.
Pick yourself up.
Pick yourself up.
Pick yourself up.
And I'm running again. Blaze of glory. Pillar of fire. Disregard for- oh shit. There it is again. That fucking bump in the road I keep hitting. Oh, I know that spot well- but not well enough.
It's a process of grinding it out and it certainly grinds me out. I hit the earth until I forget to drop and it becomes force of habit to avoid those pitfalls. My body moves by itself. It must be what those god-fearing people mean by putting faith in the lord. I put faith in that small part of myself to get back up. I rally that part of me.
As much as I've fucked up, as few of those lessons I've learned, I'm grinding this shit out daily. I wipe the taste of the floor out of my mouth with more of the floor. They say that Aikedo is the art of becoming one with the mat- onnacounta being thrown into it so many times. I certainly feel that. Sometimes things just flow- beyond any capability of my own devising. For a moment I'll do something beyond what I think I can do. Move without thinking.
I call that the clutch. It's what I live for. What cracks me up the most is that by TRYING to enter the clutch, I'm thrown onto the floor again. And again. And again. The beating is purifying, but it freaks me the fuck out. I don't know if I'll be able to get up after the next one. So I try to make excuses not to try. And I go on like that for a while until that becomes more intolerable than being crushed into the floor again. It doesn't take long. Twenty four hours of deep depression. Then I'm back, getting bludgeoned about by my own ignorance.
I don't know how to do this any better.
I don't know.
I don't know.
But some part of me still thinks I know.
And so I'm sure I'm going to take more beatings...
Until that part of me doesn't ask "How"
And instead, just fucking does it.
Here's to you, pavement. See you soon.
I'm a fuck up, but I'm an eager fuck up.
Let's do this.
Monday, January 9, 2012
The Clinging, FIRE
Question: How do I tolerate this incredible weight? How is it that I can pass from being overwhelmed and exhausted to using this energy in a harmonic way? How can I make the transition from this incredible burden where I cannot function to that incredible flow where action arrives by itself?
Answer from the book of changes: http://deoxy.org/iching/30
30. Li / The Clinging, Fire
A luminous thing giving out light must have within itself something
that perseveres; otherwise it will in time burn itself out...
The great man continues the work of nature in the
human world...
Activity and haste prevail. It is important
then to preserve inner composure and not to allow oneself to be swept along
by the bustle of life. If one is serious and composed, he can acquire the clarity
of mind needed for coming to terms with the innumerable impressions that
pour in...
Yellow light is therefore a symbol of the highest culture
and art, whose consummate harmony consists in holding to the mean...
To the
superior man it makes no difference whether death comes early or late. He
cultivates himself, awaits his allotted time, and in this way secures his fate...
A man who is excitable and
restless may rise quickly to prominence but produces no lasting effects. Thus
matters end badly when a man spends himself too rapidly and consumes
himself...
...one may put aside both hope and fear, and sigh and lament: if
one is intent on retaining his clarity of mind, good fortune will come from
this grief.
Evil must be cured at its roots.
Answer from the book of changes: http://deoxy.org/iching/30
30. Li / The Clinging, Fire
A luminous thing giving out light must have within itself something
that perseveres; otherwise it will in time burn itself out...
The great man continues the work of nature in the
human world...
Activity and haste prevail. It is important
then to preserve inner composure and not to allow oneself to be swept along
by the bustle of life. If one is serious and composed, he can acquire the clarity
of mind needed for coming to terms with the innumerable impressions that
pour in...
Yellow light is therefore a symbol of the highest culture
and art, whose consummate harmony consists in holding to the mean...
To the
superior man it makes no difference whether death comes early or late. He
cultivates himself, awaits his allotted time, and in this way secures his fate...
A man who is excitable and
restless may rise quickly to prominence but produces no lasting effects. Thus
matters end badly when a man spends himself too rapidly and consumes
himself...
...one may put aside both hope and fear, and sigh and lament: if
one is intent on retaining his clarity of mind, good fortune will come from
this grief.
Evil must be cured at its roots.
Monday, November 14, 2011
OccLA November 12th
Yesterday I took another Saturday trip over to Occupy LA. This time was a little better, but people seem to be lacking a certain understanding ... of really how to do much of anything constructive. That seems harsh, but read on.
I arrived around 1:30pm and the first thing I saw was a group of students from local colleges around the LA area. About half were toting some kind of video camera. They were speaking about how difficult it was to organize any kind of large movement- especially on short notice. I know there is an Occupy group at SMC (without the tents @ the college I go to) but I haven't spoken to any of them yet. I didn't really take much from this meeting besides there are a number of activists from each school who travel from Occupy to Occupy sort of networking and trying to take from those sites whatever they can- trying to bring back something to share and some kind of method for organizing people. Without talking to Occupy SMC or Occupy UCLA, I can't really say how well they are doing at this.
One thing that was constant throughout my entire experience there yesterday was an increasing number of reports about theft, violence and general discord. There is a large number of people with mental illness- even a report of a group shooting heroin in the medical tent and leaving dirty needles. Violence typically erupts around four in the morning on the south lawn. A possible explanation of this is our (OccLA) proximity with Skid Row, formally Central City East, which is a long walk to OccLA. This area is home to the largest number of homeless people in the United States (3,668 to 5,131- so says wikipedia). A contributing aspect to this ruckus is the formulation of Tribes. More on this later.
There is some dispute over food rationing. They are also running low on gas- having to choose between cooking hot meals and keeping the media tent running. This doesn't make sense to me because of the close proximity to public libraries, but what the hell do I know. It seems like they could just export the media outlets to the library and focus on feeding people, but I just thought about that so I haven't discussed it. Again, the formulation of tribes play into this problem, but I'll expand on that later.
I saw a LAPD officer talking to someone I assumed to be the OccLA security team about someone apparently in OccLA who has been distributing weapons. From what I could catch, he described one weapon as a short baton, but I can't be sure. It was refreshing to see local PD working with the Occupy team. The LAPD building is right across the street, by the way. Yeah.
Occupy Los Angeles is broken up into two major areas- North Lawn and South Lawn. There is also a West Lawn, but I don't really know much about them. There is certainly a strong community there.
South Lawn has most of the action. Up the main stairs is the Media Tent and the stage, which is pretty separate from everything else. Dead center on the South Lawn is the Food Tent, Medical Tent, what was formally the print shop (AKA silk screening, since closed down due to theft), and the south-most edge is the welcome tent. All other space on the lawn is covered in Occupied tents. Again- I'll have to explain the Tribe situation.
South lawn has the most drug usage, it stays the loudest at night, has the largest transient population, the most violence (particularly amongst a single Tribe within South Lawn) and is home to the people who generally just want to party. This is a huge generalization, but it's impractical to get too detailed as things are constantly changing. Locations of the medical tent have changed several times since I last went, which makes pretty much any map irrelevant after a week. (Some locations like the media tent have remained unchanged)
North Lawn has the Library and the People's University. This is where I found the tent warning of liberal bigotry that I mentioned last week. Most of the meetings occur on this side because there is constant noise on the South Lawn. The General Assembly is held on the North Lawn- which could explain their poor turn out.
While I didn't attend the General Assembly I went to the mid-day equivalent (if you can call it that. it was eight people- most of which didn't attend more than half, lots of rotation). I think it was called the People's Assembly- or the Occupier's Assembly- something like that. It started with an open forum to submit concerns- mostly about theft and violence. The top issues for OccLA that I can discern are 1) they don't know how to deal with violent situations and 2) separate factions or "Tribes" don't really care to participate in anything beyond their group.
Tribes. As I generally understand it, this is what people are calling the groups of people that have formed. Some have names like "Camp Two Tarp" and most are defined either by an enclosure like a fence or a network made by running tarps from tent to tent, basically making large singular tents with small modular tents attaching to the edges. The basic structure is anywhere from three to seven tents in a semi-circle with tarps often strung from trees to form a single tent. I'd say there are about five major groups formed like this and several more on a smaller scale.
I've seen private storehouses of food within each Tribe as well as individual organizational structures (each tribe acts differently). Like I've mentioned last week, individually people have become much more organized but at the cost of a larger cohesion.
Ok- let's address the two major issues.
1) Violence. There is a security team- and a security word (which I find completely absurd. it's something like Sha Shanti) During the meeting I went to, some possible solutions were given such as to either dissolve the security team and form another or have trainings to make everybody part of the security. The second makes much more sense as you don't have to do anything with the existing security team. Also, you wouldn't have to waste precious time running around trying to find one of the security team, yelling Sha Shanti or whatever.
2) Larger Cohesion. As Tribes have become more popular out of frustration with the General Assembly, there has been a major loss in large-scale participation (especially if you don't talk with your fists). I was really surprised when possible solutions for this included alienating dissenters TO MAKE THEM WANT TO PARTICIPATE. Really? Really..? I tried to put my two cents in at this point, but was constantly interrupted. I should work the whole "being loud" thing.
I've had some training in dealing with difficult people. While I was working on a sailboat in Hawaii, we were planning a trip to a number of islands in the South Pacific where there would be yacht networks that I would have to infiltrate. Yeah, I've been trained in boating espionage, you want to fight about it? ANYWAY. Part of that process was to deal with the issue that many captains in the region are strongly egocentric and generally prickly characters. The way you'd get them to accept you, and, more importantly, actively care about your success was simply to ask for their help or input on your boat. No matter what their suggestion was, no matter how badly the advice (just short of punching a hole in the bottom and sinking your boat) you had to accept it and have them help implement the idea.
During that time I was also further trained in diplomacy by having to deal with several difficult characters including managers of several box stores and a Chieftain from Samoa. Turns out I'm pretty good at it.
This is how I'd apply that information to the Occupy Los Angeles issue: I'd go tribe to tribe, actively seeking help with some fundamental aspect of organization. I'd find out what each group was good at and try to implement that towards something I could use help with. The main objection within the Tribes is basically that the General Assembly does not give equal voice to all opinions. The counter to that would be to redesign the basic organization in regard to these voices. You'd essentially develop a much more complex system with many more parts- much more than any one group could organize. Done correctly, each tribe would have a vested interest and responsibility in running the infrastructure of Occupy Los Angeles. I'm going to write up a suggestion to that end and deliver it on my next visit.
This is precisely the same way I'd get more people involved with the movement. The same guy who suggested we alienate people to get them involved also suggested we kick out anyone that isn't political. I really wanted to punch this guy out.
I once heard art defined as anything you could speak about in an artistic language. (there is a reason I was going after philosophy of language. HEY LOOK, PRACTICAL APPLICATION!!!) Now, apply that to politics.
Now, all of a sudden, it isn't to find people with a political perspective but a matter of TRANSLATION. To take their concerns and even solutions and POLITICIZE THEM. I can't believe that I have to stress this but...
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO HAVE A POLITICAL PERSPECTIVE TO SOLVE POLITICAL PROBLEMS. Let's try to remember that NOTHING exists solely within the political landscape. Every single political issue has ties into at least a bajillion other issues and if you reject ideas because they aren't political, it seems to me that you've missed the bus completely.
So I suggest that Occupy LA- or anyone with the slightest tie to the Occupy Movement (if you've heard of it) takes their (major) concerns IN THEIR OWN LANGUAGE and presents it to someone within the Occupy sphere. A friend of mine had to close his bread delivery business because the price of flower was raised. I'm really too tired to do the due diligence but I'm 100% certain that one could convert that into a political issue if you tracked back the price of flower- as it's a basic commodity and it effects his livelihood as a small business owner.
I'd be more than happy to teach free classes in this kind of translation between ideas and the kind of research necessary. I guess I should get on that. After math homework.
Oh, a small note- Kat, the woman who started the silk screening printing @ Occupy LA lives a few blocks away from my house. Apparently Westwood area is trying to get something substantial started. I'll keep the facebook crew keen to those developments as they happen.
If you've got something to add, PLEASE DO SO. Especially if you disagree.
Basic recap:
Train the masses in problem resolution.
Ask for the help of dissatisfied groups.
Ask for the help of non-political people.
I arrived around 1:30pm and the first thing I saw was a group of students from local colleges around the LA area. About half were toting some kind of video camera. They were speaking about how difficult it was to organize any kind of large movement- especially on short notice. I know there is an Occupy group at SMC (without the tents @ the college I go to) but I haven't spoken to any of them yet. I didn't really take much from this meeting besides there are a number of activists from each school who travel from Occupy to Occupy sort of networking and trying to take from those sites whatever they can- trying to bring back something to share and some kind of method for organizing people. Without talking to Occupy SMC or Occupy UCLA, I can't really say how well they are doing at this.
One thing that was constant throughout my entire experience there yesterday was an increasing number of reports about theft, violence and general discord. There is a large number of people with mental illness- even a report of a group shooting heroin in the medical tent and leaving dirty needles. Violence typically erupts around four in the morning on the south lawn. A possible explanation of this is our (OccLA) proximity with Skid Row, formally Central City East, which is a long walk to OccLA. This area is home to the largest number of homeless people in the United States (3,668 to 5,131- so says wikipedia). A contributing aspect to this ruckus is the formulation of Tribes. More on this later.
There is some dispute over food rationing. They are also running low on gas- having to choose between cooking hot meals and keeping the media tent running. This doesn't make sense to me because of the close proximity to public libraries, but what the hell do I know. It seems like they could just export the media outlets to the library and focus on feeding people, but I just thought about that so I haven't discussed it. Again, the formulation of tribes play into this problem, but I'll expand on that later.
I saw a LAPD officer talking to someone I assumed to be the OccLA security team about someone apparently in OccLA who has been distributing weapons. From what I could catch, he described one weapon as a short baton, but I can't be sure. It was refreshing to see local PD working with the Occupy team. The LAPD building is right across the street, by the way. Yeah.
Occupy Los Angeles is broken up into two major areas- North Lawn and South Lawn. There is also a West Lawn, but I don't really know much about them. There is certainly a strong community there.
South Lawn has most of the action. Up the main stairs is the Media Tent and the stage, which is pretty separate from everything else. Dead center on the South Lawn is the Food Tent, Medical Tent, what was formally the print shop (AKA silk screening, since closed down due to theft), and the south-most edge is the welcome tent. All other space on the lawn is covered in Occupied tents. Again- I'll have to explain the Tribe situation.
South lawn has the most drug usage, it stays the loudest at night, has the largest transient population, the most violence (particularly amongst a single Tribe within South Lawn) and is home to the people who generally just want to party. This is a huge generalization, but it's impractical to get too detailed as things are constantly changing. Locations of the medical tent have changed several times since I last went, which makes pretty much any map irrelevant after a week. (Some locations like the media tent have remained unchanged)
North Lawn has the Library and the People's University. This is where I found the tent warning of liberal bigotry that I mentioned last week. Most of the meetings occur on this side because there is constant noise on the South Lawn. The General Assembly is held on the North Lawn- which could explain their poor turn out.
While I didn't attend the General Assembly I went to the mid-day equivalent (if you can call it that. it was eight people- most of which didn't attend more than half, lots of rotation). I think it was called the People's Assembly- or the Occupier's Assembly- something like that. It started with an open forum to submit concerns- mostly about theft and violence. The top issues for OccLA that I can discern are 1) they don't know how to deal with violent situations and 2) separate factions or "Tribes" don't really care to participate in anything beyond their group.
Tribes. As I generally understand it, this is what people are calling the groups of people that have formed. Some have names like "Camp Two Tarp" and most are defined either by an enclosure like a fence or a network made by running tarps from tent to tent, basically making large singular tents with small modular tents attaching to the edges. The basic structure is anywhere from three to seven tents in a semi-circle with tarps often strung from trees to form a single tent. I'd say there are about five major groups formed like this and several more on a smaller scale.
I've seen private storehouses of food within each Tribe as well as individual organizational structures (each tribe acts differently). Like I've mentioned last week, individually people have become much more organized but at the cost of a larger cohesion.
Ok- let's address the two major issues.
1) Violence. There is a security team- and a security word (which I find completely absurd. it's something like Sha Shanti) During the meeting I went to, some possible solutions were given such as to either dissolve the security team and form another or have trainings to make everybody part of the security. The second makes much more sense as you don't have to do anything with the existing security team. Also, you wouldn't have to waste precious time running around trying to find one of the security team, yelling Sha Shanti or whatever.
2) Larger Cohesion. As Tribes have become more popular out of frustration with the General Assembly, there has been a major loss in large-scale participation (especially if you don't talk with your fists). I was really surprised when possible solutions for this included alienating dissenters TO MAKE THEM WANT TO PARTICIPATE. Really? Really..? I tried to put my two cents in at this point, but was constantly interrupted. I should work the whole "being loud" thing.
I've had some training in dealing with difficult people. While I was working on a sailboat in Hawaii, we were planning a trip to a number of islands in the South Pacific where there would be yacht networks that I would have to infiltrate. Yeah, I've been trained in boating espionage, you want to fight about it? ANYWAY. Part of that process was to deal with the issue that many captains in the region are strongly egocentric and generally prickly characters. The way you'd get them to accept you, and, more importantly, actively care about your success was simply to ask for their help or input on your boat. No matter what their suggestion was, no matter how badly the advice (just short of punching a hole in the bottom and sinking your boat) you had to accept it and have them help implement the idea.
During that time I was also further trained in diplomacy by having to deal with several difficult characters including managers of several box stores and a Chieftain from Samoa. Turns out I'm pretty good at it.
This is how I'd apply that information to the Occupy Los Angeles issue: I'd go tribe to tribe, actively seeking help with some fundamental aspect of organization. I'd find out what each group was good at and try to implement that towards something I could use help with. The main objection within the Tribes is basically that the General Assembly does not give equal voice to all opinions. The counter to that would be to redesign the basic organization in regard to these voices. You'd essentially develop a much more complex system with many more parts- much more than any one group could organize. Done correctly, each tribe would have a vested interest and responsibility in running the infrastructure of Occupy Los Angeles. I'm going to write up a suggestion to that end and deliver it on my next visit.
This is precisely the same way I'd get more people involved with the movement. The same guy who suggested we alienate people to get them involved also suggested we kick out anyone that isn't political. I really wanted to punch this guy out.
I once heard art defined as anything you could speak about in an artistic language. (there is a reason I was going after philosophy of language. HEY LOOK, PRACTICAL APPLICATION!!!) Now, apply that to politics.
Now, all of a sudden, it isn't to find people with a political perspective but a matter of TRANSLATION. To take their concerns and even solutions and POLITICIZE THEM. I can't believe that I have to stress this but...
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO HAVE A POLITICAL PERSPECTIVE TO SOLVE POLITICAL PROBLEMS. Let's try to remember that NOTHING exists solely within the political landscape. Every single political issue has ties into at least a bajillion other issues and if you reject ideas because they aren't political, it seems to me that you've missed the bus completely.
So I suggest that Occupy LA- or anyone with the slightest tie to the Occupy Movement (if you've heard of it) takes their (major) concerns IN THEIR OWN LANGUAGE and presents it to someone within the Occupy sphere. A friend of mine had to close his bread delivery business because the price of flower was raised. I'm really too tired to do the due diligence but I'm 100% certain that one could convert that into a political issue if you tracked back the price of flower- as it's a basic commodity and it effects his livelihood as a small business owner.
I'd be more than happy to teach free classes in this kind of translation between ideas and the kind of research necessary. I guess I should get on that. After math homework.
Oh, a small note- Kat, the woman who started the silk screening printing @ Occupy LA lives a few blocks away from my house. Apparently Westwood area is trying to get something substantial started. I'll keep the facebook crew keen to those developments as they happen.
If you've got something to add, PLEASE DO SO. Especially if you disagree.
Basic recap:
Train the masses in problem resolution.
Ask for the help of dissatisfied groups.
Ask for the help of non-political people.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
This statement is a lie..?
When someone praises my intellect...
It feels like someone is claiming life
in a corpse that has just twitched.
And when someone calls me a moron...
It feels like they believe me a bumbler
when really I've momentarily stumbled.
And when someone declares me strange...
It feels like they've never had the courage
to breathe a word of honesty about themselves.
I am an ocean of fire.
The resolved paradox.
I am the clench of the open palm.
I renounce all philosophy.
All gods are bastards.
It feels like someone is claiming life
in a corpse that has just twitched.
And when someone calls me a moron...
It feels like they believe me a bumbler
when really I've momentarily stumbled.
And when someone declares me strange...
It feels like they've never had the courage
to breathe a word of honesty about themselves.
I am an ocean of fire.
The resolved paradox.
I am the clench of the open palm.
I renounce all philosophy.
All gods are bastards.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Occupy LA
Ok, so I just got back from Occupy Los Angeles and I'm not amused.
First, while there is a much greater organization on the personal level, it creates problems. There are fights. Mostly verbal- but I saw one fistfight. There is petty thievery, but mostly within a single group of people. There is a lot of bigotry- one tent I found warned of the "liberal bigotry" that was rampant at that location, and I can certainly attest to it.
Second, here are a lot of people there who's only aim is to get wasted and party. In the late afternoon there was a guy who represented part of the medical marijuana movement. There were huge weed banners, they gave out free samples of marijuana and most of the conversation I heard were people talking about scoring or how high they were. The crowd present during that part of the event (roughly half of the Occupied space) seemed to be there only to party. It was disheartening, to say the least.
I went to the General Assembly and it honestly looked like the student body council was running the show with a few older activists. There was very little active participation and the people's mic (having the crowd repeat the message to amplify the sound) didn't seem to be used for it's intention. It seemed like an indoctrination process. Everybody who wanted to hear was close enough to hear, and it seemed like the speakers were using it for their own enjoyment and as a flimsy way to get the audience to participate.
I spoke with some of the core group of the organizers (some of the people I felt were in the hub of the know) and they all had major hang-ups. There were four people talking together and myself, mostly listening or calling bullshit. One guy was obsessed with technology, always bringing up the fact that the government has something like "zero energy" which he knew ABSOLUTELY nothing about. Every single thing he brought up, I asked for details about. Nothing. Another guy kept bringing up Hamilton. Another kept trying to come up for a slogan for the corporate-government marriage. While I think each had strong and important points (some more than others), few could venture outside their area of specialization or general opinion.
One of them actually said this (I'm paraphrasing). "you know Pangaea? Yeah, well all the continents fit together! The dinosaurs died out because they liked to walk around and then the world's single land mass cracked." he goes on to explain, incredibly poorly, how the earth is expanding, how the grand canyon is a stretch mark and how the expansion of the earth creates water. Nevermind the simple fact that huge amounts of condensation in the early forming of the planet caused torrential flooding. There was too much bogus science to actually disprove piece by piece so I went to the heart of it. "What's the science behind the earth expanding? Why does it do that?"
"You know, it's sort of like why the planets spin in orbit. It's just something that happens!"
... and you're running this event? EXCUSE ME?! Then he went on how zero energy machines pull energy out of the environment. "What kind of energy does this thing pull? Like, static or heat or... what?"
"You can't think of it like that. You have to think about it like Einstein said- that everything is made of energy. You have to think about it like that." (I kid you not)
Ok, ok, okay, okie dokie. You burn something, Combustion turns it into heat and fire and light and smoke and ash- how does this machine take energy from the environment?
Oh, I don't know the science. There are like, really smart physicists that understand that. They make it work.
FACEPALM. All in all, I don't see humanity working out. Sorry. Nice try. I'm still going to provide updates. I'm still going to try to go once a week. I'm not at ALL enthused about what's happening. Interestingly enough, my original assessment holds true. We need more people of a more diverse ideological background. I'll add this, that we must become incredibly more proactive about our engagement with this thing or else it will just be a front lawn keger in every city hall. If that's the case, I really do hope the cops come and hose them off the grass.
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If I spend more than six hours there, I'm going to start hulk-smashing fools like Godzilla with a bone to pick.
Another major point I wanted to make is that we had some really excellent speakers! Like, incredible people! Unfortunately the majority of the people who showed up for the event were only there for the speech- they were not the people staying in the tents (most of them were not). Speakers include distinguished people as the following:
Robert Reich, Professor of Public Policy at UC Berkeley and former US Labor Secretary
William Black, professor of Economics and Law at the University of Missouri
Joel Rogers, professor of Law, Political Science, Public Affairs and Sociology at the University of Wisconsin
Michael Hudson - (via livestream) President of The Institute for the Study of Long-Term Economic Trends
Robert Scheer, Executive Editor, Truthdig.org
George Lakoff - (via livestream) - Professor of cognitive linguistics at UC Berkeley
Ellen Brown, Attorney and President of the Public Banking Institute
First, while there is a much greater organization on the personal level, it creates problems. There are fights. Mostly verbal- but I saw one fistfight. There is petty thievery, but mostly within a single group of people. There is a lot of bigotry- one tent I found warned of the "liberal bigotry" that was rampant at that location, and I can certainly attest to it.
Second, here are a lot of people there who's only aim is to get wasted and party. In the late afternoon there was a guy who represented part of the medical marijuana movement. There were huge weed banners, they gave out free samples of marijuana and most of the conversation I heard were people talking about scoring or how high they were. The crowd present during that part of the event (roughly half of the Occupied space) seemed to be there only to party. It was disheartening, to say the least.
I went to the General Assembly and it honestly looked like the student body council was running the show with a few older activists. There was very little active participation and the people's mic (having the crowd repeat the message to amplify the sound) didn't seem to be used for it's intention. It seemed like an indoctrination process. Everybody who wanted to hear was close enough to hear, and it seemed like the speakers were using it for their own enjoyment and as a flimsy way to get the audience to participate.
I spoke with some of the core group of the organizers (some of the people I felt were in the hub of the know) and they all had major hang-ups. There were four people talking together and myself, mostly listening or calling bullshit. One guy was obsessed with technology, always bringing up the fact that the government has something like "zero energy" which he knew ABSOLUTELY nothing about. Every single thing he brought up, I asked for details about. Nothing. Another guy kept bringing up Hamilton. Another kept trying to come up for a slogan for the corporate-government marriage. While I think each had strong and important points (some more than others), few could venture outside their area of specialization or general opinion.
One of them actually said this (I'm paraphrasing). "you know Pangaea? Yeah, well all the continents fit together! The dinosaurs died out because they liked to walk around and then the world's single land mass cracked." he goes on to explain, incredibly poorly, how the earth is expanding, how the grand canyon is a stretch mark and how the expansion of the earth creates water. Nevermind the simple fact that huge amounts of condensation in the early forming of the planet caused torrential flooding. There was too much bogus science to actually disprove piece by piece so I went to the heart of it. "What's the science behind the earth expanding? Why does it do that?"
"You know, it's sort of like why the planets spin in orbit. It's just something that happens!"
... and you're running this event? EXCUSE ME?! Then he went on how zero energy machines pull energy out of the environment. "What kind of energy does this thing pull? Like, static or heat or... what?"
"You can't think of it like that. You have to think about it like Einstein said- that everything is made of energy. You have to think about it like that." (I kid you not)
Ok, ok, okay, okie dokie. You burn something, Combustion turns it into heat and fire and light and smoke and ash- how does this machine take energy from the environment?
Oh, I don't know the science. There are like, really smart physicists that understand that. They make it work.
FACEPALM. All in all, I don't see humanity working out. Sorry. Nice try. I'm still going to provide updates. I'm still going to try to go once a week. I'm not at ALL enthused about what's happening. Interestingly enough, my original assessment holds true. We need more people of a more diverse ideological background. I'll add this, that we must become incredibly more proactive about our engagement with this thing or else it will just be a front lawn keger in every city hall. If that's the case, I really do hope the cops come and hose them off the grass.
-------
If I spend more than six hours there, I'm going to start hulk-smashing fools like Godzilla with a bone to pick.
Another major point I wanted to make is that we had some really excellent speakers! Like, incredible people! Unfortunately the majority of the people who showed up for the event were only there for the speech- they were not the people staying in the tents (most of them were not). Speakers include distinguished people as the following:
Robert Reich, Professor of Public Policy at UC Berkeley and former US Labor Secretary
William Black, professor of Economics and Law at the University of Missouri
Joel Rogers, professor of Law, Political Science, Public Affairs and Sociology at the University of Wisconsin
Michael Hudson - (via livestream) President of The Institute for the Study of Long-Term Economic Trends
Robert Scheer, Executive Editor, Truthdig.org
George Lakoff - (via livestream) - Professor of cognitive linguistics at UC Berkeley
Ellen Brown, Attorney and President of the Public Banking Institute
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